what a week

This week was one of the hardest ones I've had in awhile. I cried a whole lot, I felt hurt, and sad, and lonely. I felt so broken down. My heart felt like it was in a million tiny pieces.

The process of healing takes a lot of effort. I think I'm on that road. I have a while to go still, but I feel better today. That's a good start.

I'm learning a lot of things about myself.

I'm not very good at communicating.
I have horrible timing.
I can be very impatient.

Yes the road to healing can still be painful, but I want to get there.